Well the laughing face at the end of the title says it all dosen’t it 🤣🤣🤣
WTF is resting when it’s home I honestly couldn’t tell you what I do to rest, well I suppose I do rest like by sitting down but relax thats a totally different ball game.
I never ever relax honestly I can’t even relax in a spa not that I often visit spa’s lol that is just an example but what I mean by that is I can’t even relax in relaxing situations.. I just feel on edge all the time even in my own house.
So I suppose I try to relax by doing adult colouring if you follow me on social media you will have seen my most recent ones.
I like to listen to music. I really like just putting my headphones in and shutting myself off from the whole world this is the only time my mind can’t think because I’m too busy thinkkng of the lyrics.
Watching tv and movies. I say watching it’s more like having the tv on and occasionally looking up at it.. movies I do make more effort to watch it’s just really difficult to concentrate when your mind won’t switch off.
I will say probably the only time I actually feel safe even if its just for a short time is when I am in Lee’s arms I just feel so safe when Lee cuddles me but then I panic and push him away. 🙈🙈
That’s it for this post… I wish I was more interesting but I’m just not… maybe I’m too honest but that’s just the way I am.
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