As I mentioned in my previous post my Grandma sadly passed away on Saturday and I am just trying to come to terms with it. My mind is a total mess and I am struggling to put things into words in person nevermind getting them down on paper to form sentences that actually make sense … Continue reading I’m taking a short break from my blog!
I know I have been a bit M.I.A recently but I have had a lot going on as on Saturday night my Grandma sadly passed away and I feel awful about it! I just constantly feel guilty even tho people keep telling me not to but I do. I feel awful that my mum was … Continue reading The Loss of my Grandma 10/11/2018
I am of course talking about my toddler because I am really unsure what to do about Milly napping and I need some advice from other parents. So let me talk you through the past two years that I have had with Milly 😂. So the day times she is reasonably good but she is … Continue reading To nap or not to nap? that is the question!
This is a really easy question to answer because a colour that makes me think of my Grandad is red and here is why: The last time I saw my Grandad healthy and happy was on Christmas day 2015 which was four months before he passed away and he and my Grandma matched of course! … Continue reading GRIEF: A colour that makes me think of you Grandad…
These are just two of the mental illness's I suffer from but without Borderline personality disorder and a severe Anxiety disorder my life could be easier but then it may not be. I guess if I didn't suffer so badly I would be able to work which would put us in a better position financially … Continue reading What do I think my life would be like if I didn’t have BPD and Anxiety!
The answer to this is mainly because of my anxiety so I don't want to meet new people especially not new mummy's because out of all the judgy people in this world other mummys are the worst! Also in our area there is only one toddler group and that is on a Friday morning and … Continue reading Why I don’t attend baby classes/mummy groups!
I don't exactly know what this is wanting me to write really. Is it asking me what I remember everyday or is it asking about like memories that arn't overly exciting but are memories that stand out. My Grandad's mash this is what I have always rated other peoples mash against because he used to … Continue reading GRIEF:Everyday memories of you Grandad!
So how do I go about answering this one do I do it from last Tuesday to this Tuesday or do I just do it for yesterday and today, either way it is going to be a short post because I'm not known for being victorious. I'm known for being a failure so bare with … Continue reading What are my victories this week?
I am quite old fashioned when it comes to this subject because in my opinion I really don't think a kid needs a phone until they are starting high school and even then I don't think they need a top of the range Samsung or Iphone just a cheap shitty phone will do that they … Continue reading When should kids get their first phone?
So when I first thought about this two places popped into my little head one was my Grandma and Grandads house as I spent so much time there it was my second home and then the 2nd place was the Christmas Dinner at the Masonic lodge and I have a lot of happy memories from … Continue reading GRIEF: Our favourite place Grandad?