I'm going to be honest as I always am. The person I am most proud of in my life is Milly of course but what I am most proud of about myself is the fact that I am still alive and sitting here writing this post. Because my god there has been many, many times … Continue reading What am I most proud of ?
When I say Development I don't mean my development because I haven't done much developing recently 🤣 (just realised how that sounds) but I'm actually talking about child development. So as you all know Milly started playgroup over 7 weeks ago now I think and we have her review tommorow don't ask me why because … Continue reading Time to talk … Development
So today me and Lee was messing around and dancing about with Milly and getting Alexa to play party songs from our childhood and we was doing the cha cha slide and I don't remember it being so long! Bloody hell it was like a full on workout no wonder obesity wasn't a big issue … Continue reading The trust fall Challenge!
I can't believe that in 2019 people are still afraid of talking about getting checked for cancer. I understand that it is a bit embarrassing getting your private parts out for someone you have never met (I mean a nurse 🤣) but that five minutes of feeling embarrassed could literally save your life! I had … Continue reading Lets talk mammograms and smear tests!
My mood has been so low recently and it's just getting worse and I don't think living in a mouldy house helps at all but that's not the main reason. The main reason is because it is coming it to the anniversary of my Grandad's death and I have never really allowed myself to grieve … Continue reading I’m falling to pieces
So yesterday I watched celebrity Bake off for Stand Up To Cancer which I think is just a UK charity but I'm not sure if I'm honest but what shocked me about it is that the odds of getting cancer is still one in two people that means half of the world's population will get … Continue reading What is going on with cancer research?
I want to start by making it clear that I am not saying that you all see the world one way and I see it the other as of course there is a grey area but that grey area doesn't exist in my life. My life is either black or white and there is nothing … Continue reading How I see the world compared to you!
I have felt like a failure my whole life but parenting is one thing I feel like I have and I am still failing at today. I have failed Milly from the moment she was born. Maybe not in a physical way but in an emotional way I totally have. Like I have said before … Continue reading How I fail at motherhood daily!
So I don't know if you all remember that exactly one month today Milly started playgroup for two afternoons a week and I can proudly say that she absolutely loves it! If I am being honest so do I! She is happy there she loves playing with all the boys and girls even tho she … Continue reading Playgroup Update 01/03/2019
In the past three or four weeks I have really noticed a big change in my moods, not in the intensity that hasn't changed but the length of how long they are lasting so my moods used to change like every few hours now they are lasting weeks at a time and I can't deal … Continue reading My moods are Changing… for the worst