This is a tricky one for me to answer as Milly is a responsibility of mine but she is also someone I love and would want to spend time with but saying that I would also like a day just to stay in bed and catch up on my sleep or maybe even a spa … Continue reading If I could have an entire day to myself with no responsibilities, who would I want to spend the day with and what would I choose to do ?
This is an easy one for me to answer! It's bedtime! 😂😂 No I'm only joking.. kind of! Let me think for a minute. What is my favourite time of day that I spend with Milly? I don't think I have a favourite time of day to spend with Milly I love all the time … Continue reading What is my favourite time of day with Milly?
Some days are just bad days! and all you want to do is escape but unfortunately when it is your mind that is causing it you don't have that luxury. As I really enjoy listening to music because music can put into words how you are feeling even when you can't and that is why … Continue reading My emergency playlist for times when I need some love and comfort!
I'm really struggling to answer this as giving myself any credit is not something I am very good at so you will have to bare with me on this one. 1. I get up with Milly every day even though most days I really don't feel like it. Let me just clarify what I mean … Continue reading Three things I do well as a Mummy?
This is a tricky one to answer as I honestly don't know what will improve my mental health as it's so unpredictable something that could work one day could trigger me the next! My CPN wanted me to try mindfulness so I have been but I'm no good at it. I keep trying but all … Continue reading What is one thing I can change in my day that will improve my mental health?
I know you are probably thinking well she must find it easy to express emotions with her having BPD. Isn't that all about feelings and Emotions? Yes partly it is about emotions and feelings but it is about having extreme emotions and trying to express those feeling in a way not only I can understand … Continue reading How hard is it for me to express my feelings?
Hi everyone Just a short post today as I have an ill toddler and I am exhausted.. hope you all understand! My favourite book when I was a child was definitely the Alfie and Annie Rose stories. I loved them.. to be honest I still love them, I read them to my little girl alot. … Continue reading Favourite Childhood book was..📚
Hi everyone So this is an easy one for me to answer: I always fuck everything up and this is not an exaggeration this is the truth! Anything I try do always go's wrong even if it is just something as simple as putting the kettle on to something as big as caring for Milly … Continue reading I always ….
The reason my blog is called bpd_mummy_to_1 well first of all the reason bpd is in the title because Having borderline personality disorder is a huge part of my life, it effects every single thing I do all day everyday. I never know what mood I am going to wake up in and its not … Continue reading The meaning of my blog name
I know that this question may make you believe that I am a spiritual person.. But that couldn't be further from the truth because I am not spiritual all. Saying that tho I do think my Zodiac sign fits my personality. What do you think my Zodiac sign is... read on to find out! I … Continue reading Does my zodiac sign fit my personality?