I'm back! I know I have been MIA for a while but we have had so much going on my mental health took a really bad hit and we have just moved home with in the past week so I just haven't had time to post. I really appreciate that my subscribers haven't left me … Continue reading Father’s Day 2019
I don't know what's going on or why I am feeling this way but if it gets any worse I'm going to just breakdown... again..! My anxiety is through the roof, my depression is at an all time low, my BPD is more unstable than ever, my self esteem is non existent and I'm just … Continue reading I’m at an all time low..
This headline is taken from the independent So I have seen on a few online papers and on social media that one of the girls who is entering the Villa is Plus Sized I shit you not she is probably a size 10 maximum and apparently she is plus sized! I will show you a … Continue reading Love island’s “plus sized” contestant! Is not plus size!
This time it's not a person but a house! I know how strange that sounds but this house has had so much happen in it that it's so hard to leave it behind. I'm not talking about our house I couldn't give a shit about leaving this house behind but my Grandma and Grandad's house … Continue reading Saying goodbye!!..again!
I know that some people will find that title difficult to read but it's the truth! I have felt like this for such a long time and everyday the feelings and thoughts get stronger and stronger. They are so strong I can't ignore them anymore I can't push them away anymore the thoughts are constantly … Continue reading I don’t want to be alive anymore!
This week is mental health awareness week and BBC have made a real effort to raise awareness around mental illness's that are not often spoken about and if they are it's not in a very informative way and doesn't create a very good image for sufferers of those images but BBC have done a really … Continue reading Must watch Programs on Mental illness
So we finally have a date to move into our new home and it is in less than a month and we can't wait!! This house has taken a toll on both mine and Lee's mental health as there are so many problems with it including mould that we have reported and that our landlord … Continue reading Our Big move 2019
So as you all know I am currently diagnosed with having borderline personality disorder along with other mental health problems but this diagnosis confuses me as BPD is commonly caused by trauma from childhood but I don't remember anything traumatic really happening in my childhood. I can understand why I have this diagnosis in a … Continue reading Why my diagnosis confuses me
It is no secret that I am a sufferer of the soul destroying illness that is Borderline Personality Disorder so I wanted to let you know what it is actually like to live with this horrible illness from a person who actually suffers with the illness! Not from a book or a Dr from a … Continue reading May is Borderline Personality Disorder awareness Month
I know what your all thinking did she go on say yest to the dress by TLC Well the answer to that is No! I wasn't but I did find my perfect wedding dress tho! It was totally unexpected tho as I had no real interest in finding my dress yesterday we really only went … Continue reading I said yes to my dress!!