We are now 6 days into 2020 and everything is pretty much the same apart from Me and Lee are now married! That still feels weird to say especially when I say husband to people. I always giggle after for some reason and then for some reason I feel that I have to explain that … Continue reading New Year! Same old me!
So I don't know if you are all having the same problem as me with Instagram but on both my accounts I keep constantly getting a ban and when I say constantly I mean for the past 4 days I have either gone to post something or like something and this message instantly pops up … Continue reading What is going on with Instagram!
I'm really going through a hard time with myself at the moment, I'm finding everything a struggle and it is affecting Milly and I hate myself for it. All her life she has had a shitty mummy who can't do anything right. I have tried to do my best and my best is not good … Continue reading I feel like I’m failing at motherhood!
💀👻Who is ready for Halloween?🎃👹 As someone who has always been terrified of Halloween and has done my best to avoid it at all costs but this year I have had to jump in full force as Milly is really into it this year so I have decorated the window and put a few bits … Continue reading 🎃HALLOWEEN! is on it’s way!
So tommorow is the day that most women can't wait for it's the day I see my dress again for the 1st time in about 4 months and have to try it on and I am absolutely dreading it!! I can't even get a little bit excited about it because I am terrified it won't … Continue reading Dress Fitting no.1
I know everyone's life is hard but ours just seems ridiculously hard. The world just seems to be against us with everything we try and do. We try and do positive things that should make our lives better and everything just goes to shit.. every single time. If things just went wrong maybe once or … Continue reading Why is life so f*cking hard !
On Sunday I manged to force myself out of the house which is a battle in itself to take Milly up to where her daddy works as they were having a fun day and Milly had an absolute blast which is amazing and made me so happy but I was so on edge and severely … Continue reading A day in my life with crippling anxiety!
I know I have touched on my struggles with body dysmorphia and eating disorders before but I thought I would go into more detail on this post about what I actually see when I look in the mirror and at the scales. So let me start by trying to explain what I see compared to … Continue reading What I see in the mirror. Life with Body Dysmorphia!
It's been bad for a long time but it's worse today. I woke up this morning wishing that I didn't this does happen a lot but today I was totally devastated that I didn't die in my sleep. I know how that sounds as I have a little girl to live for and my amazing … Continue reading It’s getting bad again!
So I read the other day that they will be bringing into schools a mental health class where they will learn all about different mental illness's and they will also receive credit for which is brilliant as long as it is taught properly and isn't just taught from a book! I don't know what age … Continue reading Children’s mental health – spotting the signs early