Saturday was my Grandma's 80th Birthday and I think it was quite difficult for her well it was quite difficult for me but she had a good day from what I gathered anyway... I think Milly helped. Let me explain why I found it difficult. It was a trigger for me because my Grandad passed … Continue reading My Grandma’s 80th Birthday
Tommorow will be the 3rd anniversary of my Grandad's death and it honestly still feels like it happened yesterday! Greif is a really weird emotion because although the three years have flown by the pain fells like it happened only yesterday! I can remember exactly where I was and what I was doing when my … Continue reading My not so good Friday!
Is it mothers day all around the world or is it just in the UK? I could search online but I feel like I want to know from the people who read my blog! Mother's day is a really tricky one because although I want to celebrate having my beautiful daughter, my amazing mum, mother … Continue reading HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!
My mood has been so low recently and it's just getting worse and I don't think living in a mouldy house helps at all but that's not the main reason. The main reason is because it is coming it to the anniversary of my Grandad's death and I have never really allowed myself to grieve … Continue reading I’m falling to pieces
As you all know... well if you follow my blog or my social media accounts you will know that my Grandma passed away recently and her funeral was last Wednesday and since then my mental health has deteriorated massively. Yes! I do understand that grief does that but this is another level of deterioration I … Continue reading How do I feel at the moment?
Yesterday was my Grandma's funeral and I was absolutely distraught and I felt like people was looking at me wondering why I was so upset because our relationship was so fragile. I also don't think it helped that I would tell people when she had pissed me off and I think that was one of … Continue reading Saying Goodbye!
As I mentioned in my previous post my Grandma sadly passed away on Saturday and I am just trying to come to terms with it. My mind is a total mess and I am struggling to put things into words in person nevermind getting them down on paper to form sentences that actually make sense … Continue reading I’m taking a short break from my blog!
I know I have been a bit M.I.A recently but I have had a lot going on as on Saturday night my Grandma sadly passed away and I feel awful about it! I just constantly feel guilty even tho people keep telling me not to but I do. I feel awful that my mum was … Continue reading The Loss of my Grandma 10/11/2018
This is a really easy question to answer because a colour that makes me think of my Grandad is red and here is why: The last time I saw my Grandad healthy and happy was on Christmas day 2015 which was four months before he passed away and he and my Grandma matched of course! … Continue reading GRIEF: A colour that makes me think of you Grandad…
I don't exactly know what this is wanting me to write really. Is it asking me what I remember everyday or is it asking about like memories that arn't overly exciting but are memories that stand out. My Grandad's mash this is what I have always rated other peoples mash against because he used to … Continue reading GRIEF:Everyday memories of you Grandad!