I don't know what's going on or why I am feeling this way but if it gets any worse I'm going to just breakdown... again..! My anxiety is through the roof, my depression is at an all time low, my BPD is more unstable than ever, my self esteem is non existent and I'm just … Continue reading I’m at an all time low..
So as you all know I am currently diagnosed with having borderline personality disorder along with other mental health problems but this diagnosis confuses me as BPD is commonly caused by trauma from childhood but I don't remember anything traumatic really happening in my childhood. I can understand why I have this diagnosis in a … Continue reading Why my diagnosis confuses me
These are just two of the mental illness's I suffer from but without Borderline personality disorder and a severe Anxiety disorder my life could be easier but then it may not be. I guess if I didn't suffer so badly I would be able to work which would put us in a better position financially … Continue reading What do I think my life would be like if I didn’t have BPD and Anxiety!
We all know that we need to be kinder to ourselves, take time out for ourselves but do we do it NO! I know that I don't do it but the reason why I don't do it is because I don't feel I deserve it. I'm going to write 5 things that I should do … Continue reading What are some of the kindest things I can do for myself ?
So I don't even know where to start with this question because I can't remember the last time that my life wasn't tough we just never seem to catch a break! It's not just life tho my BPD fucks me over on a daily basis and like I want to say like that I need … Continue reading When things get tough, I want to remember….
I mean an easier question would have been what don't I struggle with when it comes to my mental health but that isn't the question, so I will do my best to answer in the most honest way I can. Just like I always do! Where should I start? I mean I guess I should … Continue reading What do I struggle with when it comes to my mental health and how can I get more support with it?
Hi everyone So this is an easy one for me to answer: I always fuck everything up and this is not an exaggeration this is the truth! Anything I try do always go's wrong even if it is just something as simple as putting the kettle on to something as big as caring for Milly … Continue reading I always ….
Hey everyone So anyone who knows me either in person or online will already know my answer to this question and that answer is neither I would just rather not go to a cafe in the first place. If I have to go to a cafe it would be with others but it would only … Continue reading Do I prefer going to cafe’s by myself or with others?
Hi again everyone! I have been thinking about this post all day and I can honestly say I have No idea what my dream job would be.. I really dont. You're probably all thinking well why did she write a post on this when she dosen't know the answer to her own question. Am I … Continue reading My dream job!….?
Hiyyah everyone So the aswer to this question is everything, I am literally afraid of everything including myself! It would be easier to tell you what I'm not affraid of and that would be my two year old Milly.. 🤔actually sometimes I'm scared of her 😂 No seriously I am pretty much afraid of everything … Continue reading What am I afraid of?…