I'm really going through a hard time with myself at the moment, I'm finding everything a struggle and it is affecting Milly and I hate myself for it. All her life she has had a shitty mummy who can't do anything right. I have tried to do my best and my best is not good … Continue reading I feel like I’m failing at motherhood!
Yesterday me and Lee had a Christmas shopping day planned and everything that could have gone wrong went wrong. We have had the worst luck this year and it just seems to be getting worse. Fingers crossed for 2020! Let me start at the beginning! So had this day planned for weeks . We organised … Continue reading Our Christmas shopping nightmare!!!
💀👻Who is ready for Halloween?🎃👹 As someone who has always been terrified of Halloween and has done my best to avoid it at all costs but this year I have had to jump in full force as Milly is really into it this year so I have decorated the window and put a few bits … Continue reading 🎃HALLOWEEN! is on it’s way!
I know everyone's life is hard but ours just seems ridiculously hard. The world just seems to be against us with everything we try and do. We try and do positive things that should make our lives better and everything just goes to shit.. every single time. If things just went wrong maybe once or … Continue reading Why is life so f*cking hard !
On Sunday I manged to force myself out of the house which is a battle in itself to take Milly up to where her daddy works as they were having a fun day and Milly had an absolute blast which is amazing and made me so happy but I was so on edge and severely … Continue reading A day in my life with crippling anxiety!
What is extreme anxiety? Well it's like ordinary anxiety but an extreme version of it! Basically it makes doing everything terrifying even the smallest of small things that you would think anyone could do but I can tell you for a fact when your scared of everything you can't! We moved house two weeks ago … Continue reading Let’s talk extreme anxiety!
I want to start by making it clear that I am not saying that you all see the world one way and I see it the other as of course there is a grey area but that grey area doesn't exist in my life. My life is either black or white and there is nothing … Continue reading How I see the world compared to you!
I don't know if I have previously done a post on this or not but I will explain a little about why I am having to have surgery. I am going to be having surgery on my nose as I have a deviated septum which means instead of the cartilage in my nose being straight … Continue reading Looks like I’m having surgery!
How the hell do I answer this question? Was the first thing that popped into my head when I first saw it but I guess I must have overcome something in my 25 years of life. Mustn't I? Have I? I'm really not sure if I have! Ok so I have just thought of something … Continue reading What is something I have overcome?
Hiyyah everyone Well the laughing face at the end of the title says it all dosen't it 🤣🤣🤣 WTF is resting when it's home I honestly couldn't tell you what I do to rest, well I suppose I do rest like by sitting down but relax thats a totally different ball game. I never ever … Continue reading How do I spend time resting.. 😂