I know everyone's life is hard but ours just seems ridiculously hard. The world just seems to be against us with everything we try and do. We try and do positive things that should make our lives better and everything just goes to shit.. every single time. If things just went wrong maybe once or … Continue reading Why is life so f*cking hard !
On Sunday I manged to force myself out of the house which is a battle in itself to take Milly up to where her daddy works as they were having a fun day and Milly had an absolute blast which is amazing and made me so happy but I was so on edge and severely … Continue reading A day in my life with crippling anxiety!
What is extreme anxiety? Well it's like ordinary anxiety but an extreme version of it! Basically it makes doing everything terrifying even the smallest of small things that you would think anyone could do but I can tell you for a fact when your scared of everything you can't! We moved house two weeks ago … Continue reading Let’s talk extreme anxiety!
I want to start by making it clear that I am not saying that you all see the world one way and I see it the other as of course there is a grey area but that grey area doesn't exist in my life. My life is either black or white and there is nothing … Continue reading How I see the world compared to you!
I don't know if I have previously done a post on this or not but I will explain a little about why I am having to have surgery. I am going to be having surgery on my nose as I have a deviated septum which means instead of the cartilage in my nose being straight … Continue reading Looks like I’m having surgery!
How the hell do I answer this question? Was the first thing that popped into my head when I first saw it but I guess I must have overcome something in my 25 years of life. Mustn't I? Have I? I'm really not sure if I have! Ok so I have just thought of something … Continue reading What is something I have overcome?
Hiyyah everyone Well the laughing face at the end of the title says it all dosen't it 🤣🤣🤣 WTF is resting when it's home I honestly couldn't tell you what I do to rest, well I suppose I do rest like by sitting down but relax thats a totally different ball game. I never ever … Continue reading How do I spend time resting.. 😂
Hey everyone So anyone who knows me either in person or online will already know my answer to this question and that answer is neither I would just rather not go to a cafe in the first place. If I have to go to a cafe it would be with others but it would only … Continue reading Do I prefer going to cafe’s by myself or with others?
Hi again This could have been like a five page essay as I don't think there is anything I don't worry about so I thought it would be best to just do my biggest fear! My biggest fear is failing Milly and Lee but especially Milly. I literally have nightmares about it every night. I … Continue reading My biggest worry is…
Hi everyone So If you follow my blog or my social media account @bpd_mummy_to_1 you will know that I don't cope with stress and anxiety at all. I actually have no idea what it feels like to "cope" with stress and anxiety because I have never been able to do it so I don't have … Continue reading How do I cope with stress and anxiety 😂