I know that some people will find that title difficult to read but it's the truth! I have felt like this for such a long time and everyday the feelings and thoughts get stronger and stronger. They are so strong I can't ignore them anymore I can't push them away anymore the thoughts are constantly … Continue reading I don’t want to be alive anymore!
My mood has been so low recently and it's just getting worse and I don't think living in a mouldy house helps at all but that's not the main reason. The main reason is because it is coming it to the anniversary of my Grandad's death and I have never really allowed myself to grieve … Continue reading I’m falling to pieces
I don't know if I have previously done a post on this or not but I will explain a little about why I am having to have surgery. I am going to be having surgery on my nose as I have a deviated septum which means instead of the cartilage in my nose being straight … Continue reading Looks like I’m having surgery!
Yesterday was my Grandma's funeral and I was absolutely distraught and I felt like people was looking at me wondering why I was so upset because our relationship was so fragile. I also don't think it helped that I would tell people when she had pissed me off and I think that was one of … Continue reading Saying Goodbye!
I know I have been a bit M.I.A recently but I have had a lot going on as on Saturday night my Grandma sadly passed away and I feel awful about it! I just constantly feel guilty even tho people keep telling me not to but I do. I feel awful that my mum was … Continue reading The Loss of my Grandma 10/11/2018
What made me think about this is Barbra my mum's mum hasn't been very well recently and as part of her care plan they asked if she would want a DNR. I don't know what she answered I'm presuming no but this got me thinking and although I am only 25 if someone asked me … Continue reading DO NOT RESUSCITATE ! (Trigger warning)