This time it's not a person but a house! I know how strange that sounds but this house has had so much happen in it that it's so hard to leave it behind. I'm not talking about our house I couldn't give a shit about leaving this house behind but my Grandma and Grandad's house … Continue reading Saying goodbye!!..again!
So as you all know I am currently diagnosed with having borderline personality disorder along with other mental health problems but this diagnosis confuses me as BPD is commonly caused by trauma from childhood but I don't remember anything traumatic really happening in my childhood. I can understand why I have this diagnosis in a … Continue reading Why my diagnosis confuses me
Yesterday was my Grandma's funeral and I was absolutely distraught and I felt like people was looking at me wondering why I was so upset because our relationship was so fragile. I also don't think it helped that I would tell people when she had pissed me off and I think that was one of … Continue reading Saying Goodbye!
So I don't even know where to start with this question because I can't remember the last time that my life wasn't tough we just never seem to catch a break! It's not just life tho my BPD fucks me over on a daily basis and like I want to say like that I need … Continue reading When things get tough, I want to remember….
I feel like my blog was getting a bit dark which is going to happen when I am talking about my mental health because my mind can and often is a dark place but I thought I would try do a happier post today. 1. Milly - Not all day everyday because that is just … Continue reading 20 things that make me smile!