Saturday was my Grandma's 80th Birthday and I think it was quite difficult for her well it was quite difficult for me but she had a good day from what I gathered anyway... I think Milly helped. Let me explain why I found it difficult. It was a trigger for me because my Grandad passed … Continue reading My Grandma’s 80th Birthday
Tommorow will be the 3rd anniversary of my Grandad's death and it honestly still feels like it happened yesterday! Greif is a really weird emotion because although the three years have flown by the pain fells like it happened only yesterday! I can remember exactly where I was and what I was doing when my … Continue reading My not so good Friday!
Is it mothers day all around the world or is it just in the UK? I could search online but I feel like I want to know from the people who read my blog! Mother's day is a really tricky one because although I want to celebrate having my beautiful daughter, my amazing mum, mother … Continue reading HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!
My mood has been so low recently and it's just getting worse and I don't think living in a mouldy house helps at all but that's not the main reason. The main reason is because it is coming it to the anniversary of my Grandad's death and I have never really allowed myself to grieve … Continue reading I’m falling to pieces
As you all know... well if you follow my blog or my social media accounts you will know that my Grandma passed away recently and her funeral was last Wednesday and since then my mental health has deteriorated massively. Yes! I do understand that grief does that but this is another level of deterioration I … Continue reading How do I feel at the moment?
Yesterday was my Grandma's funeral and I was absolutely distraught and I felt like people was looking at me wondering why I was so upset because our relationship was so fragile. I also don't think it helped that I would tell people when she had pissed me off and I think that was one of … Continue reading Saying Goodbye!
As I mentioned in my previous post my Grandma sadly passed away on Saturday and I am just trying to come to terms with it. My mind is a total mess and I am struggling to put things into words in person nevermind getting them down on paper to form sentences that actually make sense … Continue reading I’m taking a short break from my blog!
So when I first thought about this two places popped into my little head one was my Grandma and Grandads house as I spent so much time there it was my second home and then the 2nd place was the Christmas Dinner at the Masonic lodge and I have a lot of happy memories from … Continue reading GRIEF: Our favourite place Grandad?
I wish my Grandad was here so I could tell him all the little things he used to do that I probably took for granted that meant so much to me and now looking back I would do anything for him to do those little things again. One of the things I miss is as … Continue reading GRIEF: The little things that meant a lot Grandad!
I mean I miss everything about my Grandad but if I left it at that this would be a short post. So instead of leaving it at that I thought I would do the top 5 things I miss about my Grandad the most. 1. His Voice! My Grandad had a voice that showed exactly … Continue reading GRIEF: The things I miss the most about my Grandad!