I'm back! I know I have been MIA for a while but we have had so much going on my mental health took a really bad hit and we have just moved home with in the past week so I just haven't had time to post. I really appreciate that my subscribers haven't left me … Continue reading Father’s Day 2019
I don't know what's going on or why I am feeling this way but if it gets any worse I'm going to just breakdown... again..! My anxiety is through the roof, my depression is at an all time low, my BPD is more unstable than ever, my self esteem is non existent and I'm just … Continue reading I’m at an all time low..
I know that some people will find that title difficult to read but it's the truth! I have felt like this for such a long time and everyday the feelings and thoughts get stronger and stronger. They are so strong I can't ignore them anymore I can't push them away anymore the thoughts are constantly … Continue reading I don’t want to be alive anymore!
So as you all know I am currently diagnosed with having borderline personality disorder along with other mental health problems but this diagnosis confuses me as BPD is commonly caused by trauma from childhood but I don't remember anything traumatic really happening in my childhood. I can understand why I have this diagnosis in a … Continue reading Why my diagnosis confuses me
Tommorow will be the 3rd anniversary of my Grandad's death and it honestly still feels like it happened yesterday! Greif is a really weird emotion because although the three years have flown by the pain fells like it happened only yesterday! I can remember exactly where I was and what I was doing when my … Continue reading My not so good Friday!
For most people a car is a luxury item but for me it's a necessity! But for some reason people can't understand this!! So let me explain! Once again our car is playing up and I'm dreading that we are going to be without a car AGAIN! The reason I am dreading this is because … Continue reading Let’s talk about cars and mental health!
I want to start by making it clear that I am not saying that you all see the world one way and I see it the other as of course there is a grey area but that grey area doesn't exist in my life. My life is either black or white and there is nothing … Continue reading How I see the world compared to you!
When I first read this question I really did think it was going to be difficult one to answer but know I have had time to think about it I actually don't think it's going to be that difficult for me to be honest. So what I have learnt from my mental health struggles is … Continue reading What lessons have I learned from my mental health struggles?