Day 2 of the six week holidays we took Milly to Grass Hoppers which is a play center near - ish to our house and I can't rate it enough. We haven't been there for about a year and it has completely changed it now has an indoor play area aswell as a outdoor playground. … Continue reading Day 2 – Grass Hoppers play area at Tong Garden Centre!
I actually meant to post this yesterday on Monday as that was really the 1st day of the holidays but I forgot to write it. So I will post two today. Yesterday we had a brilliant day 😂 we had a trip to the doctor for me as after 4 days of not having tonsillitis … Continue reading The six week holiday’s have begun!
On Sunday I manged to force myself out of the house which is a battle in itself to take Milly up to where her daddy works as they were having a fun day and Milly had an absolute blast which is amazing and made me so happy but I was so on edge and severely … Continue reading A day in my life with crippling anxiety!
I know I have touched on my struggles with body dysmorphia and eating disorders before but I thought I would go into more detail on this post about what I actually see when I look in the mirror and at the scales. So let me start by trying to explain what I see compared to … Continue reading What I see in the mirror. Life with Body Dysmorphia!
It's been bad for a long time but it's worse today. I woke up this morning wishing that I didn't this does happen a lot but today I was totally devastated that I didn't die in my sleep. I know how that sounds as I have a little girl to live for and my amazing … Continue reading It’s getting bad again!
So I read the other day that they will be bringing into schools a mental health class where they will learn all about different mental illness's and they will also receive credit for which is brilliant as long as it is taught properly and isn't just taught from a book! I don't know what age … Continue reading Children’s mental health – spotting the signs early
Absolutely Nothing it was a pointless waste of time. He kindly informed me that with BPD medication dosen't really work as there is no magic pill (which I already knew) and that basically I just have to get on with the struggle and with age it will hopefully get better as I will come to … Continue reading What I learnt from visiting my psychiatrist!
Saturday was my Grandma's 80th Birthday and I think it was quite difficult for her well it was quite difficult for me but she had a good day from what I gathered anyway... I think Milly helped. Let me explain why I found it difficult. It was a trigger for me because my Grandad passed … Continue reading My Grandma’s 80th Birthday
What is extreme anxiety? Well it's like ordinary anxiety but an extreme version of it! Basically it makes doing everything terrifying even the smallest of small things that you would think anyone could do but I can tell you for a fact when your scared of everything you can't! We moved house two weeks ago … Continue reading Let’s talk extreme anxiety!
I'm back! I know I have been MIA for a while but we have had so much going on my mental health took a really bad hit and we have just moved home with in the past week so I just haven't had time to post. I really appreciate that my subscribers haven't left me … Continue reading Father’s Day 2019