I don't know what's going on or why I am feeling this way but if it gets any worse I'm going to just breakdown... again..! My anxiety is through the roof, my depression is at an all time low, my BPD is more unstable than ever, my self esteem is non existent and I'm just … Continue reading I’m at an all time low..
I am going to be totally honest with you otherwise there is no point doing this blog. I want you all to be aware of how hard it actually is to live with the mental illness's I suffer with and it makes my brain a very dark place. I think about ending my own life … Continue reading A time I thought about ending my own life. (*trigger warning)
Hi everyone I would like to wake up and actually feel like I had a good night sleep and wake up feeling awake and not wake up feeling like a zombie as I barely get any sleep anyway. Of course I would love to wake up and feel " normal " and not actually be … Continue reading When I wake up in the morning, how do I most want to feel?
Hi again everyone! I have been thinking about this post all day and I can honestly say I have No idea what my dream job would be.. I really dont. You're probably all thinking well why did she write a post on this when she dosen't know the answer to her own question. Am I … Continue reading My dream job!….?
Hi everyone I actually have to people who inspire me one real and one fictional but she is bad ass actually they both are. So the first person who inspires me (the real one 😂) is Milly and I know she is only two but I look up to her in so many ways! The … Continue reading What or who inspires me?
Hiyyah everyone So the aswer to this question is everything, I am literally afraid of everything including myself! It would be easier to tell you what I'm not affraid of and that would be my two year old Milly.. 🤔actually sometimes I'm scared of her 😂 No seriously I am pretty much afraid of everything … Continue reading What am I afraid of?…
Hey everyone The proudest moment in life to date is giving birth to and raising my beautiful, clever and amazing daughter! It hasn't been easy in fact some days have been hell and that is not an exaggeration but others well others have been amazing like the first time milly sat up, crawled, walked and … Continue reading My battle with postnatal depression!
Hi everyone I thought I would do a post on what it is like to live with Borderline Personality Disorder in my own words! Living with BPD is like living in a daily nightmare because you never know what emotion you are going to feel or how long you will feel that emotion for it … Continue reading Living Life with BPD!
Hi everyone So today I am going to give you 20 facts about myself so you can get to know me better. 1. My full name is Hannah Rose Gillgrass 2. I'm 25 my Birthday is on the 16th August 3. Yes that makes me a Leo 🦁 4. I am a mummy to a … Continue reading This is me! 20 facts about myself