I know everyone's life is hard but ours just seems ridiculously hard. The world just seems to be against us with everything we try and do. We try and do positive things that should make our lives better and everything just goes to shit.. every single time. If things just went wrong maybe once or … Continue reading Why is life so f*cking hard !
Day 2 of the six week holidays we took Milly to Grass Hoppers which is a play center near - ish to our house and I can't rate it enough. We haven't been there for about a year and it has completely changed it now has an indoor play area aswell as a outdoor playground. … Continue reading Day 2 – Grass Hoppers play area at Tong Garden Centre!
I actually meant to post this yesterday on Monday as that was really the 1st day of the holidays but I forgot to write it. So I will post two today. Yesterday we had a brilliant day 😂 we had a trip to the doctor for me as after 4 days of not having tonsillitis … Continue reading The six week holiday’s have begun!
On Sunday I manged to force myself out of the house which is a battle in itself to take Milly up to where her daddy works as they were having a fun day and Milly had an absolute blast which is amazing and made me so happy but I was so on edge and severely … Continue reading A day in my life with crippling anxiety!
So I read the other day that they will be bringing into schools a mental health class where they will learn all about different mental illness's and they will also receive credit for which is brilliant as long as it is taught properly and isn't just taught from a book! I don't know what age … Continue reading Children’s mental health – spotting the signs early
I don't know what's going on or why I am feeling this way but if it gets any worse I'm going to just breakdown... again..! My anxiety is through the roof, my depression is at an all time low, my BPD is more unstable than ever, my self esteem is non existent and I'm just … Continue reading I’m at an all time low..
I am going to be totally honest with you otherwise there is no point doing this blog. I want you all to be aware of how hard it actually is to live with the mental illness's I suffer with and it makes my brain a very dark place. I think about ending my own life … Continue reading A time I thought about ending my own life. (*trigger warning)
Hi everyone I would like to wake up and actually feel like I had a good night sleep and wake up feeling awake and not wake up feeling like a zombie as I barely get any sleep anyway. Of course I would love to wake up and feel " normal " and not actually be … Continue reading When I wake up in the morning, how do I most want to feel?
Hi again everyone! I have been thinking about this post all day and I can honestly say I have No idea what my dream job would be.. I really dont. You're probably all thinking well why did she write a post on this when she dosen't know the answer to her own question. Am I … Continue reading My dream job!….?
Hi everyone I actually have to people who inspire me one real and one fictional but she is bad ass actually they both are. So the first person who inspires me (the real one 😂) is Milly and I know she is only two but I look up to her in so many ways! The … Continue reading What or who inspires me?