I know that some people will find that title difficult to read but it's the truth! I have felt like this for such a long time and everyday the feelings and thoughts get stronger and stronger. They are so strong I can't ignore them anymore I can't push them away anymore the thoughts are constantly … Continue reading I don’t want to be alive anymore!
This week is mental health awareness week and BBC have made a real effort to raise awareness around mental illness's that are not often spoken about and if they are it's not in a very informative way and doesn't create a very good image for sufferers of those images but BBC have done a really … Continue reading Must watch Programs on Mental illness
It is no secret that I am a sufferer of the soul destroying illness that is Borderline Personality Disorder so I wanted to let you know what it is actually like to live with this horrible illness from a person who actually suffers with the illness! Not from a book or a Dr from a … Continue reading May is Borderline Personality Disorder awareness Month
One of the worst things about having mental health problems is the stigma against it! The fact that when you mention to people you have any sort of mental illness you instantly see either fear come across their face or just a look of disbelief and that hurts... a lot. The most common thing that … Continue reading Why is there such a stigma around mental health problems?
So how do I go about answering this one do I do it from last Tuesday to this Tuesday or do I just do it for yesterday and today, either way it is going to be a short post because I'm not known for being victorious. I'm known for being a failure so bare with … Continue reading What are my victories this week?
So when I first thought about this two places popped into my little head one was my Grandma and Grandads house as I spent so much time there it was my second home and then the 2nd place was the Christmas Dinner at the Masonic lodge and I have a lot of happy memories from … Continue reading GRIEF: Our favourite place Grandad?
How the hell do I answer this question? Was the first thing that popped into my head when I first saw it but I guess I must have overcome something in my 25 years of life. Mustn't I? Have I? I'm really not sure if I have! Ok so I have just thought of something … Continue reading What is something I have overcome?
I feel like at this moment in time this probably isn't the best question to answer as I'm not really loving life right now, so this one is going to be tricky. I love that we have the most supportive family even when shit hits the fan for us which seems to happen a lot … Continue reading What I love about life?
I am going to be honest as I always am. I didn't actually realise that this day actually existed and I do feel a bit bad about it as I am someone who does suffer so badly with their mental health I feel I should have known about today but I will know from now … Continue reading World Mental Health Day! My views!
Over the past few days my mental health has been getting worse and worse but I'm still trying to stay ontop of the housework, the washing, parenting and the bills when I can and it's all too much! I am literally at my maximum overload I honestly think if one more thing gets thrown at … Continue reading I’m at my maximum OVERLOAD!