It's been bad for a long time but it's worse today. I woke up this morning wishing that I didn't this does happen a lot but today I was totally devastated that I didn't die in my sleep. I know how that sounds as I have a little girl to live for and my amazing … Continue reading It’s getting bad again!
I don't know what's going on or why I am feeling this way but if it gets any worse I'm going to just breakdown... again..! My anxiety is through the roof, my depression is at an all time low, my BPD is more unstable than ever, my self esteem is non existent and I'm just … Continue reading I’m at an all time low..
This time it's not a person but a house! I know how strange that sounds but this house has had so much happen in it that it's so hard to leave it behind. I'm not talking about our house I couldn't give a shit about leaving this house behind but my Grandma and Grandad's house … Continue reading Saying goodbye!!..again!
I know that some people will find that title difficult to read but it's the truth! I have felt like this for such a long time and everyday the feelings and thoughts get stronger and stronger. They are so strong I can't ignore them anymore I can't push them away anymore the thoughts are constantly … Continue reading I don’t want to be alive anymore!
Before I start I just want to make it clear to everyone I don't have a medical degree , I'm not a university graduate but what I am is somebody who suffers with mental health problems and can totally relate to other sufferers or I can at least try! All I can offer is advice … Continue reading WORLD SUICIDE PREVENTION DAY! Ten signs that your loved one may be suicidal !
I am going to be totally honest with you otherwise there is no point doing this blog. I want you all to be aware of how hard it actually is to live with the mental illness's I suffer with and it makes my brain a very dark place. I think about ending my own life … Continue reading A time I thought about ending my own life. (*trigger warning)